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Everytime I close my eyes, it's like a dark paradise

The truth never set me free so I did it myself.

And then I felt sad because I realized that once people are broken in certain ways, they can't ever be fixed, and this is something nobody ever tells you when you are young. and it never fails to surprise you as you grow older and you see the  people in your life break, one by one. youwonder when your turn is going to be, or if it's already happened.

I wonder if this world will ever make sense to me, if I will ever truly understand anything…and if there’s really anything to understand at all.

I think the biggest thing to know is things aren't as bad as they seem.

Have you ever thought that if one thing hadn’t happened, a whole set of things never would have either? Like dominoes in time, a single event kicked off an unstoppable series of changes that gained momentum and spun out of control, and nothing was ever the same again. Don’t ever doubt that a mere second can change your life forever

I wake up and think dreams are real. I sleep so I don’t have to feel the truth

People say that the bad memories cause the most pain. But actually it’s the good ones that drive you insane.

Someday, we'll run into each other again. I know it. Maybe I'll be older and smarter and just plain better. If that happens, that's when I'll deserve you. But now, at this moment, you can't hook your boat to mine because I'm liable to sink us both.

There are a million things I wish I could tell you.

What doesn't kill you makes you wish it did.

Have you ever wondered about the things we tell ourselves before we fall asleep? We whisper the words in the dark, telling ourselves that we're happy, or that people will change their minds. We persuade ourselves that we can live without the people who have left. Each night before we fall asleep, we lie to ourselves in a desperate hope that come morning, it will all be true.

Some people create their own storms, then get upset when it rains..

I wish I could run away from this but it's hard because despite what my mind wants, my heart keeps pulling me back. And apparently, I can't argue with that because it's going to hurt whether you're here or not.

It's like, once you've been hurt, you're so scared to get attached again. Like you have this fear that every person you start to like is going to break your heart

You are more than what is hurting you tonight

I will always have problems trusting people. I’ll never think that anything will last. Friendships and relationships, all of them just seem doomed. But I still try, for the rest of my life, I will try.

It's always tempting to lose yourself with someone who's maybe lost themselves

i don't know what's going on between us anymore. i don't know if i should try and put us behind me or keep holding on. every conversation just gets me more and more confused. some days it seems like we're falling back to how we were, to how wonderful it was. and then some days it seems like i'm just not important. it's a really confusing place to be. i don't know how to fit the pieces together. i don't know what i'm supposed to do. all i know is that thinking about anyone else having you hurts. it hurts so much i can hardly stand it. and that feeling is one of the ones that keeps me holding on so strong.

It's the things you don't see coming that are strong enough to kill you.

We may have nothing now but at the time it seemed like we had everything.

Even if you give them everything that they ask for, it will never be enough

The concept of YOLO isn't to smoke and drink; it's to go out and do something with your life that matters.

History can repeat itself, and it will. Again and again, until you learn the lesson that life needs to teach you

It is the absolute worst feeling when someone hurts you and they have no idea they're breaking your heart into a million pieces.

Until you face all the mistakes you've made, you will never change.

I guess there comes a time when you're sick of trying. You're sick of getting the same response,the same silence and the same feeling.

Life doesn't hurt until you think about how much things have changed. Who you've lost along the way, and how much of it was your fault.

Why do people think it's okay for them to do horrible things as long as they apologize afterwards?

Even after so long, you still give me butterflies

It’s sad to live in a world where appearance means more than personality

Never put yourself in a situation where you're not sure of where you stand in a person's life

You never think the last time is the last time. You always think there will be more. You think you will have forever. But you don’t.

show me what it's like to feel alive

2.I just want that late night movie, make pancakes together, cuddle up on the couch, kind of relationship

3.I tell myself that i never needed anyone anyways

4.We think we know who we are but we don't, not until something bad happens to us.

5.Sometimes you have to be a bitch to get things done

6.We always let the best things get away from us.



7.Best way to raise your standards? get off your knees



8.She tells me she wants to be a raindrop. She doesn't mind falling, as long as she's not alone



9.But who knows, maybe one day we'll be perfect for eachother

10.Fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can't breathe without them

11.I like being alone. No one to put on an act for

12. if you dont mean what you say, then shut the fuck up

13.You only want me when you're lonley

14.Bullshits always gunna be bullshit

15.You cant lose what you never had

16.I poured my heart out to you, let down my gaurd, sware to god

17.You meant the world to me, even if I didn’t mean the world to you. You taught me so much, and I just want you to know -I appreciate everything you’ve done for me in the past couple months. You gave me something to be happy about. You gave me the meaning of what it’s like to know that someone actually cares. You’re truly an amazing person and don’t let anyone tell you otherwise. I know things aren’t easy between us right now, but I hope someday soon, we can go back to how we used to be. But no matter what - don’t forget that I am always here for you when you need someone, regardless of what thesituation is. You were there for me through everything, so now I’m going to be there for you. This isn’t goodbye forever, it’s just goodbye for now.

18.Sometimes the person you want the most, is the one you're best without

19.I'm mad at myself, not you. I'm mad for always being nice, always apologizing for things I didn't do, for getting attached, for making you my life, depending on you, wasting my time on you, thinking about you, forgiving you, wishing for you, dreaming of you, but most of all, for not hating you, which I know I should...But I just can't.

20.You still mean everything; but its just not worth the fight anymore

21.Don't even ask me how my life is going. You lost the right to ask me that question when you walked away from me

22.I’m sure if I saw you ten years down the road, my heart would still speed up

23.I hate how we never got our chance to see what could’ve been

24.Don't take people for granted. No matter how much they love you, people get tired eventually.

25.I'm looking for the slightest sign that you miss what you left behind.

26.Make them wonder why you are still smiling

27.It gets to the point where theres just nothing left to say

28.It'd be a lot easier if you needed me as much as I needed you

29.Missing you isn't the problem, it's wondering if you will ever come back

30.Got high as a bitch, and left my love on the ground

31.It sucks cause we can never go back to how it was

32.Dont make him a priority, when you're only an option

33.It’s funny how the less you talk, the more you begin to realize it was not meant to be. It's funny how slow it began, and how fast it ended. It's funny how in the beginning he liked you, but in the end he liked someone else. It's funny how he meant everything to you, but you meant nothing to him.

34. & now we're back to how we started- strangers



35.If im not what you want, dont pretend that i am

36.Im always going to miss us.

37.There are far better things ahead then what we left behind

38.I don't regret my past, I just regret the time I've wasted with the wrong people

39.The harder you want to forget something, the more you seem to remember it.

40.To the ones who chose to stab me in the back, stay fake. You always were.

41.I was doing good way before I met you.Now you're off the set, and Imma let you see the show go on without you.-Wiz Khalifa

42.As soon as i accept that you're gone, you're back.

43.Don't be afraid of change. You may end up losing something good, but you will probably end up gaining something better.

44.Fuck that new girl that you like so bad, i know you still think about the times we had

take me down like im a domino

1.no matter how hard we try, no matter how good our intentions, we are going to make mistakes. We are going to hurt people. We are going to get hurt, and if you're ever going to recover there's only one thing to say. Forgive and forget, that's what they say. It's good advice, but it's not very practical. When someone hurts us, we want to hurt them back. When someone wrongs us, we want to be right. Without forgiveness, nothing is ever settled:hurts never heal. The most we can hope for is to forget. -Grey's Anatomy

2.no matter how far you go down the wrong road, you can always turn back.

3.you know what I think we are most afraid of? Not knowing. Not knowing whether it's all really worth it. Not knowing if you should give up or keep fighting. Not knowing why you do the things you do; not knowing the purpose. It's like when you're little and you touch the stove and get burned, because you didn't really know that it was hot. Not knowing has always hurt us, from the very beginning.

4.my mistakes are my motivation, not my excuse

5.we become attached to what's familiar, and sometimes we hold onto things that are safe and predictable,
even if they are bad for us.

6.you don't have to wait for someone to treat you badly repeatedly. All it takes is once, and if they get away with it that once, if they know they can treat you like that, then it sets the pattern for the future


7. truthfully, you're the only thing that's ever really made me feel beautiful

8.sometimes the past is something you can’t let go of. And sometimes the past is something we’ll do anything to
forget. And sometimes we learn something new about the past that changes everything we know about the
present.

9.you know, some people say life is short and that you could get hit by a bus at any moment and that you have
to live each day like it's your last. Bullshit. Life is long. You're probably not gonna get hit by a bus. And you're
gonna have to live with the choices you make for the next fifty years.

10.don't you worry beautiful, one day you're going to be able to wake up and not even think about him.

11.i wanted it to be you. I wanted it to be you so badly.

12.when you stop chasing the wrong things, you give the right things a chance to catch you.

13.thank you for making me smile when i had almost forgotten how to

14.be your own kind of beautiful

15.dont go the extra mile for someone who isnt even worth the run

16.no matter what, you deserve to smile. don't let anyone take that away from you.

17.i've come to realize that we never stop loving the people who leave, we just stop needing them like we used to.

18.i hope she realizes how great you are before it's too late. i hope she holds your hand tighter than i did. i hope she tells you all the things i was too nervous to say. i hope she makes you happy because you deserve it. i hope she never breaks your heart. i hope she loves you with all she has. but mainly i just want her to realize how great you really are before she loses you. like i failed to do.

19.when someone fucks up, let it go. When they keep fucking up, let them go.

20.I don't need you, and I know that for a fact. But I'm still going to think twice when I reply to your text messages, and I'm still going to fix myself up when I know I'm going somewhere you're going to be.I still want you to realize what you lost. I want you to want me. I want you to feel how I've felt.

21.i was the one to say things changed, you were the one to prove it

22.sometimes the right person was there all along, but you never saw them because the wrong person was always in the way

23.im constantly pushing away boys who actually care because I'm in love with the one who doesn't.

24.and it's going to be the memories that kill me

25.your first mistake was leaving me. Your second mistake was giving me the chance to realize I could live without you.

26.as much as I want to be with you, things are not going to be the same anymore

27.it's no use going back to yesterday, because I was a different person then

28.don't make her wait for you just because you know she will

29.i just kind of wish none of it ever happened

30.i miss us. And I don't mean like us being together, I mean like I miss us being so close and telling each other everything

31.if you knew you couldnt fail, what would you attempt?

32.you never understand, until it happens to you.

33.and little did he know that she loved him with all her heart

34.You can forgive but you can't forget. You can forgive them for what they did, but you can't forget the pain they made you feel. You can't forget all the hurt, or all of the tears you cried. You can't forget all of the scars they lef, and you can't forget the trust that they shattered.

35.remind me why I still think so highly of you, even after everything you've done

36.the sooner you realize things will never be the same again, the sooner you can move on.

37.you cant just ruin someones life and pretend it didnt happen.

38.i know I pushed you away, but even if i hadn't, i doubt you would of stayed.

39.even though I've stopped liking you, every time someone mentions your name, my head turns right towards them. It's like every time I hear it, I think of all that we could have had and all that could have happened that didn't.


40.i expect nothing from you and yet I am disappointed every time.

41.theres a fine line between wild and classy

42.you know what your problem is? You get attached, fast. And once you're attached to someone, you do everything you can to please them and make them happy. It's never been about what you want, it's always everyone's needs before your own. You give out too many chances to people, who quite frankly, do not deserve them. They take advantage of you, and you become a pushover. But you're okay with that, because they're in your life and that's all you ever really wanted. And even if they screw you over, you'll still be there for them. Because that's you, that's who you are. Once you get attached to someone they capture your heart and they always have a place there. And this is why it's so hard for you to let that person go.

43.don't tell me that inner beauty is more important than outer beauty, because in this society it isn't. No one gives you a chance to see if you're beautiful on the inside if you aren't on the outside.

44.unique and different is the next generation of beautiful. You don't have to be like everybody else. In fact, I don't think you should. If you're lucky enough to be different, don't ever change

45.everyones scared. dont use that as an excuse to run away

46.was it worth it? was she worth all this?

47.there are two ways you can get through pain. You can let it destroy you, or you can use it as fuel to drive you: to dream bigger,to work harder.

48.dont chase them, replace them

49.if he cant keep a conversation going, dont expect him to be able to keep a relationship going either.

50.everyone deserves a second  chance, but not for the same mistake

51.you don't know what you put me through. But it's all okay, I've forgotten about you. And in some way, I hope it fucks with you to know I'm okay and made it through.

52.sometimes i really want to punch you but then i realize you have to look in the mirror everyday and thats punishment enough.

53.tell me I'm not making a mistake. Tell me that you're worth the wait, that you're always going to be here. Make me believe that I'm making the right decision by still holding on. Show me that you're going to be around to catch me when I fall.

54.the awkward moment when you're trying to get over someone that you didn't even go out with

55.after a while, you just can't cry anymore. You just have to believe that what happens in what's supposed to happen, and well, you can't change that even if you tried. So just dry the tears and hope that tomorrow will be a better day.

56.did I mention, when I see you it stings like hell, due to the fact that we have something, that’ll never happen.

57.i'm so strong and that's what scares me the most. The fact that I'm so strong that I can block everything out and never actually feel anything or handle any situation. That's what scares me the most. Being too strong that in the end, I'm only hurting myself.

59.torn between two. who would you chose? the one that you love... or the one that loves you?

60.i'm scared of everything. i'm scared of what i saw. i'm scared of what i did, im scared of who i am.

61.you're leaving because it is easier to walk away than to fight for what you really want

62.i dont know what we had, but i know i want it back

63.what if it's not everything that I dreamed it would be?

64.theres always that one person you want to be with, even if that person doesnt want to be with you anymore

65.i didn't have the heart to hurt you. That's the last thing I wanted to do. But I didn't have the heart to love you, not the way you wanted me to.

66.i don't know, i mean, i want to be his friend. but then again, i don't. you know? i mean how can you simply be friends with someone when every time you look at them you're thinking about how much more you really want.

67.i thought I was over him. Done with him. But then there he was, standing there, and I couldn't breathe.

68.you don't have to wait for someone to treat you badly repeatedly. All it takes is once, and if they get away with it that once, if they know they can treat you like that, then it sets the pattern for the future.

69. yeah, but that's just it. I mean, the butterflies never seem to accompany the right people, you know? The nice guys who are right for you, they never make your stomach queasy.

Life goes on, keep smiling

And everytime it feels like we're gonna make it. That's when it falls apart

If you gave up on me that’s fine. just tell me so I stop trying

You know what they say about worrying? Don't

Your face is fine; but you're gonna have to put a bag over that personality..

We waste a lot of time running after people we could have caught by just standing still.

 
Too bad make-up can't cover up all the ugly things you've done.

Someday i hope you feel sorry for what you've done. i hope you look back at everything that happened, and feel horrible.
i hope you realize what you've done to me, how you killed me. i want you to feel like the asshole you are.

You're like a drug, not because I'm hooked on you... because you ruin my fucking life.

I will not apologize for acting like a complete and utter bitch to you. You deserve it. You fucking suck.

Life's a bitch, if it were easy.. well it'd be your girlfriend.

What pisses you off more? The fact that I said something insulting about you, or the fact that you know it's true?

I don't want your boyfriend. Nobody want's your boyfriend. Thats why he's with you.

Im not saying shes a slut, But if her Vagina had a password it'd probably be "1234."

I hate talking to you.... because it brings back memories I forced myself to forget.

Why waste your time getting hurt by someone, when there's someone else out there waiting to make you happy?

I woke up with two messages this morning. One was from you telling me you missed me and the other was from him telling me he can't wait to see me again. I deleted your message simply because i'm done with your bullshit. I no longer miss you and I'm completely over you. Then i responded to his message, with a smile on my face.

I don't drink. I don't smoke. I don't do drugs. I'm a virgin. I'm in high school, and I will not lose my self-respect just to "fit in".

I dont really care what you say to me, but the least you can do is be honest with yourself.

Maybe one day you'll learn from your lessons. I honestly don't think you will; I personally think you will always be a dumbass.